An unexpressed expression. My world-the way I see it. Some experiments with poetry and life.
Monday, March 5, 2012
The Journey
It was a journey like any other, I
Sitting by the window, panes raised
Enjoying the rhythm of the iron wheels
Hitting the tracks with their heels.
Ahead, I looked at the expanse of green,
Wires knitting patterns against the sky,
The trees running by, in a rush, like they
Cannot stop, but would like to stay.
The sandwich seller on my side,
Called at me, but I could not break off
From the life I saw, absorbing the sight
That on every journey gives me delight.
Beside me there were others, but they
Cannot see what I see, indulging instead
In talk that meant something to them I know,
But to me, a distant hum; dissonant and low.
Someone shuffled a newspaper, next to me
Or a magazine perhaps, the pages crackling,
A small noise perhaps, but made me turn
The divine show outside, I did adjourn.
Looking back, I know not what it was
Was it that I was piqued at being disturbed?
Or, did I turn to look at the stranger who
Was smiling at me with eyes so true?
Have you ever felt a moment
That is so small but feels long, very long?
Swimming through time, like a comet, I
Felt my soul and heart fly
Towards a stranger I had never met
And never will, for the world is large,
So much that people you love are lost
In the realms of time, they never last.
That silent smile and the loudest eyes
They looked on at me, like I was looking
Into a mirror, at a reflection
Of my insides, with the same affection.
Within that moment, we looked
At each other, in a nascent direction
Until the screeching of the brake
Paused the journey with a quake.
Have you ever made bubbles in the air
You see them float, until they burst
And sometimes when you blow too hard,
They explode, just when they were to start?
Just so, it was the end of a beginning
Of what could have been, I do not know
The lost magic was never found
We left each other, like captives unbound.
And then, it was a journey like any other, I
Sitting by the window, panes raised
Listening to the rhythm of the iron wheels
A clock ticked in my heart, and all that it conceals.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Decay
Like the dark night
Which bites into a full moon
And the abandoned nest
After the birds fly away
My deepest desires and skills
Are lost in a race today.
Like a bright morning
Which hazes out in the fog
And the autumn leaf
That comes down at fall
I walk like a drunken man
And write like you scrawl.
Like the light streaming
From the ventilators onto the floor
And the preserved flowers
Arranged on a potpourri
I live a strange illusion
That feels like a real story.
Like the odor on my body
Sprinkled with perfume
And the beauty of a woman
In the heights of her youth
I forget that this glitter will fade
Under the glow of the truth.
Like a living plant
That slowly dries into fodder
And the brilliant fire
Surely dying on the coal
Unaware, I decay every minute
Until I sleep into the hole.
Friday, March 2, 2012
To Be In Love..
Pain of loving, of having loved and lost
Lost in the galaxy of glittering delights
Delights that delight and never last.
Last summer rain on your garden
Garden of blossoming feelings, memories
Memories of a night well spent
Spent listening to the rain on the trees.
Trees that witnessed your times together
Together under the Banyan’s shade
Shade of happy, peaceful times
Times you sat together and prayed.
Prayed for each other with one another
Another day, another gift to cherish
Cherish the touch of the sun in winter
Winter chills when the greens perish.
Perish in pain like a dry river
River of sorrow when having to lose
Lose direction and stance, beyond control
Control your emotions and having to choose.
Choose between the future and today
Today that looks like a brilliant joy
Joy that will end with a tear someday
Someday that would do this, by and by.
By losing what you let go once
Once the blemish is on your being
Being an enhanced jewel on you
You will learn again, to love and sing.
The Common Man
Dying on hope and living against fear
Vast lands he’s crossed, lived on small ones
Effervescent in spirit, like a boy he runs
Never stopping at a calling crossroad
Tiring never of the heaviest load
Unsure of his future, but sure of his past.
Real hero who will die unsung, alone
Every adventure is forgotten, unknown.
Thursday, March 1, 2012
I Look For More (Haiku)
Lighting up the room of hope
Yet I look for more
Play a game of cards
And shuffle my old destiny
I win and I deal
Set fire on the ice
But let it not melt away
Yes I want them both
Sit by my pillow
Give me a real dream now
Wake me up smiling
Do my hair with love
So they fly but stay in place
Smelling like the rain
Walk in my shadow
I will never be alone
Marching towards joy
Make ripples on sand
As if it were but water
And let it flow by
Give me some flowers
That grow into potpourri
And never dry out
Make me fly the sky
Like it were a guided kite
Gliding like a bird
Romance with the rain
Make castles with the water
Like it were a beach
When I stretch my hand
Hold it and never let go
For I look for more.