Sunday, December 26, 2010

Smile

What is it that makes you smile
A happy thought, or plain guile?
A smile that carries to your eyes
This smile that tells the truth and lies
Lights up your face, stays awhile.

Is this but a deceptive charm
That every ploy does disarm?
So many smiles, and what a prize
You smile a smile and that is all.

A hundred truths, an act vile
All hidden in your smile
Where my old hopes demise
Your smile holds on, strengthens the ties
You smile a smile, and there I fall!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Haunted

Ever heard of the poetry-form "Sestina"? A sestina consists of thirty-nine lines — six stanzas of six lines each with a three-line concluding stanza.

The feature that distinguishes the sestina is that the words which end the lines in the first stanza are repeated as the end words for the second stanza and so on in a fixed pattern until you have written six stanzas. The same six words appear in the concluding three line stanza — two in each line. I find it a very beautiful form of poetry and this one below is written in the same format.

This is where i was born
Where I was raised
And yet, today I cannot find myself
Part of this world
There is a curtain drawn
Between this life and me.

Is this me, or was that me?
The place where my beliefs were born
I look for someone called myself
Within these walls where I was drawn
The house is dark and so is my world
I wait for the curtains to be raised.

And as these curtains are raised
I look into the mirror and a broken me
I squint to recognize myself
The specs of dust in my world
This is where my smiles were born
Love and I together drawn.

A notebook with a picture drawn
Flaps around to be raised
Into my hands-it was drawn by me
Some hills, a river, a morning sun born
Faded colors, but a living world
Where I cannot see myself.

As I hunt for myself
I see the window, the pane half raised
When I left, were the shutters drawn?
Tomorrow, this will light the world
The window that shows the night to me
Does it tell me how hope is born?

And now that hope is born
I walk the dark garden by myself
Dried flowers on their beds raised
With bent heads they lay beside me
Over my head this rock is drawn
Hiding me from the living world.

As the night deepens and stars are drawn
From my dead tomb my soul is raised
My soul lives on where I was born.

The Great Divide

Between what I want
And what you want from me
I see a great divide.

When you walk away
Into the world
Under the skies
The handsome sun
Looks down unto you
And smiles.

When I walk away
Into the woods
Along the roads
The broken twigs
Look up to me
And cry.

When you sit alone
Thinking of things
That made you sad
Someone to share with
A special someone
Is always there.

When I sit alone
Reminiscing all afternoon
Noone comes along
Just memories
And musings of the heart.

Between what you feel
And what I feel
I see a great divide.

You know this night
And the moonlight
You dance through it
Like a ready kite
A happy world
And that is all.

I know this night
I feel its breeze
But when i walk through it
I feel no ease
All I hear
Is a distant call.

You love to live
I live to live
And that is where I see
Our paths apart
Our hearts apart.

The world is yours
The earth is mine
The flowers are yours
Dewdrops are mine
The moon is yours
But the night is mine.

Between where I am
And where you are
I see a great divide.