Sunday, February 26, 2012

Why?

A usual practice in India-"Dowry". Laws and education have not helped much in eradication of this unjust system.


There she sits, eyeing her toe-nail

They say she must not look in the eye

Her fingers drawing circles on her skirt

As she rests under the autumn sky.


The Winds that play a little game

Go flying by her eye

Upset her hair, disturb her shawl

She blushes, for she is shy.


The savories and the glasses of water

Spread out atop the charpoy

Fanning them from time to time

Mother dispels the occasional fly.


The Lady comes and holds her hand

Her face well-set, eyebrows held high

'Walk', she says, 'for we must see',

'If you have a limp, if your parents lie'.


She does as said

Her mouth bitter and dry

Father smiles and brings up small talk

As neighbors peep, a usual attempt to pry.


'He earns well', Lady says

Looking at Mother, but eyeing her boy

'Educated too, for her can read and write'

'We like her too'. Mother beams with joy.


'He will need a bike', Lady continues

'That's all we ask', her smile is sly

'For your daughter, of course, not for us'

'We are old' she adds, 'our life has gone by'.


Father sighs, looks at the clouds

They slide away and unveil the sky

Mother's gold and silver will be pawned

For he must raise the money, he must try.


She sits there looking at her toe-nail

Eyes well up, but she must not cry

'I am educated too', she thinks, 'I can read and write'

'And yet, Father must purchase the groom, why?'


Saturday, February 25, 2012

A broken heart

If I stare long and hard

Will my eyes melt

Under the blazing sun

That peeps into my backyard?

I can then discard

Every dream and start my being afresh.


But are these dreams in my eyes

Or are they my heart's reward?


If I close my eyes and stop this thought

For a while or two

Will my eyes then stop

The teary onslaught?

I can then go on and never halt

At the shady path my memories tread.


But are these tears in my eyes

Or are they my heart's reward?

Friday, February 24, 2012

To School

In some sleepy village in India, you will find a little girl walk to school. Chances are, she doesn't even know why she is being sent there.

Braided with ribbons
Warmed and glistening with oil
And smelling of raw coconut
Her hair rests on her shoulders
Black and stiff
As she packs to school.

Inside her bag
Two old books lie
Coiled like snakes
Resting until threatened
Some marbles roll at the bottom
For an occasional game.
Also a box
Of steel and scratches
Bent with dents but tightly shut
A pickle and a piece of oiled bread
Leftovers of dinner.

Also a pair of flip-flops
Blue, like the Bay of Bengal
New, you see
Stored until the rains hit the earth
The pebbles would only spoil them.

Also a pencil
Sharpened with the kitchen knife
To perfection once, but now blunt.

A brown face
On a small body
Blossoming into youth
Any day now.
Gleaming in the sunlight
Her eyes lined with Kohl
And her skin yellow
From the bath in turmeric water
She walks down barefoot to school
On dry mud, pelting stones
At a stray dog that shares her path.

Unaware of what lies
Ahead of her she treads
Looking at the sky at one time
Plucking a blooming flower at another
Until she joins the chaos
And drowns into the crowd
Of students today
And tomorrow of her destiny.

Lost

Today I slid into a world


Of haste, want and muddy desires


and a precious memory


Of friendship, laughter and tears


Was lost today.


Today on this crowded road


Of heat, pain and fear


I walk and foray


Into the remains of my life


And pray.


Pray for peace


Of mind, heart and soul


Where I can rest and lay


In the quiet arms of happiness


And sleep away.


Away from the eyes


Of sympathy, sentiment and emotion


Where I can sway


In the glory of wisdom and light


And play.


Play in the abode


Of togetherness, love and joy


Where I can come and say


Words that may mean nothing to you


But light up my day.


Days turn into years


Of yearning, wait and hope


Someday time will turn and stay


At a place where I hold hands with life


And walk away.




Sunday, December 26, 2010

Smile

What is it that makes you smile
A happy thought, or plain guile?
A smile that carries to your eyes
This smile that tells the truth and lies
Lights up your face, stays awhile.

Is this but a deceptive charm
That every ploy does disarm?
So many smiles, and what a prize
You smile a smile and that is all.

A hundred truths, an act vile
All hidden in your smile
Where my old hopes demise
Your smile holds on, strengthens the ties
You smile a smile, and there I fall!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Haunted

Ever heard of the poetry-form "Sestina"? A sestina consists of thirty-nine lines — six stanzas of six lines each with a three-line concluding stanza.

The feature that distinguishes the sestina is that the words which end the lines in the first stanza are repeated as the end words for the second stanza and so on in a fixed pattern until you have written six stanzas. The same six words appear in the concluding three line stanza — two in each line. I find it a very beautiful form of poetry and this one below is written in the same format.

This is where i was born
Where I was raised
And yet, today I cannot find myself
Part of this world
There is a curtain drawn
Between this life and me.

Is this me, or was that me?
The place where my beliefs were born
I look for someone called myself
Within these walls where I was drawn
The house is dark and so is my world
I wait for the curtains to be raised.

And as these curtains are raised
I look into the mirror and a broken me
I squint to recognize myself
The specs of dust in my world
This is where my smiles were born
Love and I together drawn.

A notebook with a picture drawn
Flaps around to be raised
Into my hands-it was drawn by me
Some hills, a river, a morning sun born
Faded colors, but a living world
Where I cannot see myself.

As I hunt for myself
I see the window, the pane half raised
When I left, were the shutters drawn?
Tomorrow, this will light the world
The window that shows the night to me
Does it tell me how hope is born?

And now that hope is born
I walk the dark garden by myself
Dried flowers on their beds raised
With bent heads they lay beside me
Over my head this rock is drawn
Hiding me from the living world.

As the night deepens and stars are drawn
From my dead tomb my soul is raised
My soul lives on where I was born.

The Great Divide

Between what I want
And what you want from me
I see a great divide.

When you walk away
Into the world
Under the skies
The handsome sun
Looks down unto you
And smiles.

When I walk away
Into the woods
Along the roads
The broken twigs
Look up to me
And cry.

When you sit alone
Thinking of things
That made you sad
Someone to share with
A special someone
Is always there.

When I sit alone
Reminiscing all afternoon
Noone comes along
Just memories
And musings of the heart.

Between what you feel
And what I feel
I see a great divide.

You know this night
And the moonlight
You dance through it
Like a ready kite
A happy world
And that is all.

I know this night
I feel its breeze
But when i walk through it
I feel no ease
All I hear
Is a distant call.

You love to live
I live to live
And that is where I see
Our paths apart
Our hearts apart.

The world is yours
The earth is mine
The flowers are yours
Dewdrops are mine
The moon is yours
But the night is mine.

Between where I am
And where you are
I see a great divide.