Tuesday, December 12, 2017

The Brother

Lifting his sword darts the wild brother

An offense before, now another

Underneath his feet the rubbles hiss,

‘The brother has received Satan’s kiss’.


A stray black dog follows the Brother

Howling aloud, calling another

A cloud of swirling dust becomes, breaks

Beneath the cloak that jerks and shakes. 


‘Set my house straight’, mutters the Brother

He crosses a lane, and then another

By the window, he stands and listens

Wielding the sword that shines and glistens.


Familiar voices hears the Brother

First a strange verse, and then another

He enters the house with warnings none

And hears about overthrowing the sun.


The Sister looks at her dear brother

She hides a sheet, and then another

But the brother, he demands to know

And like never before comes the blow. 


Struck on her face by her own brother

She wipes a tear, and then another

The blood that oozes from her pale lips

Is like a warning of an eclipse.


Times when they played, she and her brother

A silly game, and then another 

They flash in front of her very eyes

She thinks of them, and shivers and cries.


The moments of past fun with Brother

Seem to pass one after another

Blood on his fists and a mouth clenched tight

He looks down from his towering height.


A silent wish for herself, her brother

First a prayer and then another

She looks into his eyes, straight above

Looking for signs of mercy or love.


Not undeterred, stands the tall brother

A pang of guilt, and then another

His blood - sister’s fluent, flowing blood

His throat feels choked, his eyes start to flood.


In a softer voice now asks Brother

Like a man changed into another

‘I need to know what you both now read’,

His voice cracks up, he begins to plead.


Washed and cleaned stands the altered brother

He receives a sheet, then another

‘Ta-Ha’, he reads, he reads and he cries

The truth now flashes before his eyes.


When the truth dawns on sister’s brother

A flood of mercy, then another

The pain of the blow is now so sweet

The Sister smiles at Satan’s defeat.


This poem is part fiction - inspired by a part of Umar (ra)’s life. Read the real story at http://islam.ru/en/content/story/how-umar-ibn-al-khattab-became-muslim
















Thursday, April 9, 2015

Winter

From the window of my kitchen
A stream of thoughts take me back
Into the winter mornings that were
The memories of my past.

When thoughts fly
They heed neither time nor distance
And here they have landed me
Into winter mornings
That were but a sweet forgotten memory
Until now.

Waking up to the purr
Of my cat cuddling next to me
The light tinkle of my mother's bangles
As she puts the tea to boil
On the stove and rolls out some bread
With extraordinary skill.

That small house that we called home -
A semichaotic place in a sleepy town.
Everybody knew what everybody was doing
On each side of the wall.

Father is taking a bath as I can tell
From the forceful splashes of water
Drawn from the bucket.
And I just lie, listening to my brother
Playing with the cat, singing songs
Of delight.

The smell of the warm quilt
And the sunshine streaming
Through the window in oval patches
Mingle with the aroma of the tea
In the kitchen.
I stretch out
And open my eyes
Reluctantly.

From the window of my kitchen
In California, I see
What I had never seen before.
Winter is what you make of it.

Presently, my oven beeps.
My frittata must be done.

Friday, November 7, 2014

Letters to me..

Every broken drop falls
And etches out a story
Trembling and shivering
Screaming in agony
Drowning in the weight
Of each other's company

Two drops meet and part in shame
Breaking in misery
And obscured fonts shine
With ambiguity
Interspersed, like fingers
Tired from parity

Trickling down their paths
With ingenuity
Drumming with a silky touch
Swaying on giddily
Orchestrated in randomness
The music of melody

Fallen from sailing clouds
Risen from the sea
The story of failure
And rising unto glory
The rain tells me about hopes today
Through its letters to me.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Venin

How incomplete is my silence
Without the stimulation
Of your soft, serene presence
On my sanity and station.

Suppressed, like a stolen secret
I sway, searching for support
Holding, on one hand, my spirit
On another, my bleeding heart.

Flickering at a sorry span
Shines guidance, calling at me
I seek; in a subtle scan
Its beckoning - half-heartedly.

Supposed synonyms look and smile
At striking similitudes
But I sense the shaking spile
In the weakening attitudes.

The gardens, the fields; they call out
Afar, the tight rope awaits
Vicious and savage, the flames shout
As I stroke the poisonous bait.

Friday, June 20, 2014

That Old Picture

That's me standing with eyes wide open

Confused and bewildered, perhaps

About why you do this to me

You dress me up and click away

Into a plastic memory.



The dress, the shoes and a pretty hat

The colored backdrop that's all fake

And the only piece that is true

Is my ever confounded glare

A slightly open mouth, too.



Hands up on sides like all I wanted

Was to let me go on with life

Scoop me up in your arms and then

I'll not be so discomfited

With this irksome regimen



Faded corners and the brittle sides

Eroded sheen on the outside

But see the yearning in these eyes

Credulous I, facing the vain world

Soon to drown me in its lies.

Monday, May 12, 2014

If I Were A Rose..

If I were a rose
I would blossom on the loftiest rock
And tell the world how I have lived through difficulties.
I would be host to the biggest of bees
And when people drank honey
They would know it must be me.

If I were a rose
I would adorn the bouquet
That the prettiest bride carried
When she walked down the aisle
She would toss me in style
As far as it can be
And they would rush to get me.

Crowning this bride-to-be
I sit unmoved - a piece of rock
Watching this handsome man
Shed a tear - and place a rose
He nods like he knows
That I look at what I see
And wish that I weren't me.

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Gratitude

Part I: The Hatred



The lands of green, a hundred sheep

They roamed upon its face

The sun that shone on his children

Delighted with its grace.



And in the massive palace sat

The owner of these goods

His wife on the other hand, she

Sat looking at the woods.



And bending in prostration, he

Kept thanking his good Lord

For he was blessed with many things -

And out his heart he poured.



Looking at this tranquility

And the good life of Job

Sat Satan spitting on the mud

"This peace, I have to rob"



Hastening to Job in prayer

He mumbled in his ears

"Oh look at all the gold you have",

"They should last you for years!"



"What use is this gratitude, when

All this was your hard work?

This wealth, belongs to you, my mate!"

Said Satan with a smirk.



But Job, the noble man he was

These words did he ignore

"They must be evil whispers from

The devil", he was sure.



Cursing and kicking, Satan went

Looking for a new plan

"This son of Adam listens not",

"I hate this foolish man"



Part II: The Wealth


The devil with his helpers had

Deviced a plan so sure

That Job would have nowhere to go

This piety they would cure!



His cattle, servants and his farms

They now set to destroy

"His wealth is what is keeping him"

This was their viscious ploy.



And rubbing his hands happily

Satan did now rejoice

He came to Job as an old man

And spoke in his wise voice.



"Oh Job! you gave up too much to

The orphans and the old

You spent your time in prayer when

They ate up all your gold!"



"Now look, if your Lord truly loved

You for all these good deeds

He would not strip you off your wealth

Deprive you from your needs"



But Job, with distant eyes he stood

And looked upon his lands

He said, "The Lord has taken back",

"The wealth into his hands".



"I was merely a trustee for

The time that He allowed,

Why should I grieve for what was not

Mine", he told himself aloud.



And kneeling down, he bent and bowed

Thanking his Lord for what

Was given to him for sometime

To others it was not.



The Devil, watching, fuming said

This man I truly hate

"I shall destroy his offspring now

So he will meet his fate!"


Part III: The Children

Happy faces, chuckling laughter


That spread across the room

Running around, Job's children looked

So far from every gloom.


Job and his wife, they sat and smiled

At their bundles of joy

As children ran around and tugged

For a small random toy.



But suddenly the building shook

Like never had they seen

Came crashing down the foundation

Where little ones had been.



And all the laughter was now dead

For little corpses lied

Where Job's children were playing once;

Each one of them had died.



Among the mourners sat Satan

So happy with his game

"This must have cured Job's righteousness

His faith has brought him shame."



He came upon Job patting him

In a comforting tone,

"I feel so bad your children died

Your Lord left you alone!"



With tears streaming down his sad cheeks

Job, he smiled and he said,

"God gives what he wills and he takes"

And thus, he bowed his head.



Vexed over this man's gratitude

Satan stood and he thought

"This malady must go away,

I'll make his body rot!".    
Part IV: The Health



Job and his wife now having lost

Their wealth and their children

They set upon their farthest woods

To build their lives again.



But in the night when Job came home

Fever striking his brow

He knew this was no simple pain -

His body shook and how!



His friends, they came for days until

His body developed

Maggots and leaking fluids that

His skin now enveloped.



Left with nothing but his strong faith

And his dear, loving wife

He spent his time thanking his Lord

For these blessings in life.



Now Satan, he approached the wife

And told her "Look at you!"

"Your children and your wealth are gone,

Your husband will go, too"



Overwhelmed with pain, the wife

She sat upon Job's side

"How long can we suffer this pain?

I am dissatisfied"



"Oh Love, can you not see that this,

Is just another trial

We lived, had fun for eighty years,

Your thinking is so vile!"



"Several years we had treasures

We lived a lovely life

But now few years of suffering

Have made your pain so rife?"



"I feel ashamed to call my Lord

I have not suffered long

But if your faith has weakened then,

Be free to run along"



"For I shall never eat or drink

From hands that have no faith

Leave me alone and go away

Let Lord decide my fate"

Part V: Alone with his Lord


His wife was gone, his children too

His friends had gone away

But Job, and his good gratitude

They seemed like they would stay.



Lifting his diseased hands did Job

Then call upon his Lord,

"Oh Merciful of merciful

Help me swim through this ford"    



"Indeed Satan has touched me with

Hardship and great torment,

But, my Lord, you are greater than

him; I shall not lament"



"Strike your foot against the mud"

The Lord revealed to him,

And out came a spring soft and cool

Clear water on its rim.



And when Job brought himself to bathe

In this lovely, pure stream

The locusts came as rings of gold,

Upon his garment's seam.



And just like that his family,

His wife and friends were back

It looked like there were no impact

From Satan's bad attack!



Thus was Prophet Job's story where

God praises his servant

And how Satan was smitten by

His old pride so fervent.



Where love is true and gratitude

Does rule upon the hearts

What harm can worldly losses do

Until your faith departs?    

Note:   This is my attempt at presenting the story of Prophet Ayyub(Job) pbuh. It is a story of patience - a quality I feel I have long lost. The real story as narrated in the Quran can be found at http://goo.gl/4HnIal